Total Eclipse of the Heart...........

its hard being in love isnt it...? everytime u hear a spectacularly bad love song ur poor heart feels like its riddled wt bullets n evry inch of ur body aches...n evrytime u think of somethng remotely cute u may or may not have shared wt the object of ur affection a goofy smile comes on n u have to literally lift ur hand n wipe it off ur face before ppl find out ur crazy...its easy to knock love isnt it?people in love are easily the most targetted butt of jokes in the world...u fall in love n ur the big asshole of humordom...but i wonder if ppl get hw hard it is being in love..jeez its a full time job n it drives u up the wall all the freaking time...there r all these questions tt pound away at ur head..y doesnt she call? y does she call so frequently? y doesnt she pick up? is she thinking abt me rt now? n then theres all the jibes..n the pain of giving up...ur alwys giving up things wen ur in love have u noticed..? ppl will tell u sacrifice feels good wen ur in love but hell no man they hav no idea wt theyre talking abt...u cn b the ugliest most boring guy in the world but the second u fall in love wt someone a hottie will land on ur lap lookin for non-committed carnal pleasures uve alwys dreamed abt..or ur drinking day wt d india-pakistan game will just happen to b the date tt means 'evrything to her'...n u giv up ur side of the bed..n u start combing ur hair..n wearing shirts..n its a lot of things really..not that any of these things make u worse off..atleast not apparently..theyre all kinda self-improving really..but do u knw how hard it is for a slacker to change track? i gotta say its hardly alwys the girls fault..u alwys do a lot of things coz u think tts wt shed like u know.. for all u knw she mite have fallen in love wt ur stupid hair n ciggie-eaten teeshirts but theres all this pressure u know..to b the man she would love..wch is a tough call really..i dont evn knw wt kind of man id like to b..how the hell am i supp to figure out wt kind of man shed like me to b..? but in the end i guess its all in the game..i may bitch n whine but i know ill do all that agin n agin n agin just to see my baby smile...total eclipse of the heart..